Me

Waking at the edge on the cliff,

So happy yet so sad,

Thinking on the edge of the sword,

So scared yet so blurred.

Never mind everything,

I turn back and jump into the sea,

So cold yet so fresh,

I let the wind cut through my face and my heart,

I let the sun burn my eyes and lips,

I put all the best and bad memories at the cliff,

Runaway without any troubles and worried,

No time to say good bye to them,

I already embrace to a new life,

To start the new life.

I found a mirror at the bottom of the sea,

It shown many things to me,

Teach me what life is,

Sleeping at the bottom of the sea,

Like sleeping at the bottom of my heart,

So peace and rest,

A girl fish had intrude to the sea,

It left nothing but a valuable jewelry to me,

I try to catch the fish,

But it gone so fast, like a rocket.

At the deep down of the sea,

No one pulling me up,

I need to climb up by myself.

I heal the wound by my own,

With tears and sweats,

Feel like a fool and clown,

Manipulate by others,

Losing my soul and mind.

Ive Jen ask me to write something

About my life and experience

On my blog, he says my blogs is fucking boring

But brother, we cannot even sure what is real,

Or was it just a dream about our life.

Struggle on the way of life,

Don’t know where is the direction,


April 17th, 2008 at 12:37 am