Standing beside of the window
Peering at the street from the house
His tears could not stop dropping
From the thoughts which full of her
Wonder what she is doing now
Wonder how she is now
That is the only thing that he could do with his helpless fact
Grayish head above his head
It is about to rain
He closed his eyes at this sad moment
Nothing but her came into his mind
Thunder can never stop him and make him move backward
He is moving forward by the strength she gave him
He is unstoppable
Standing with the frozen air around
He almost cannot breath
He almost suffocate
What the hell is he doing?
His thoughts are roaming at the empty street
His eyes peering at the emotionless faces
Are they same with him?
He walking and put his hand into the pockets with a cigarette
Because he feels cold
He start running
He push away the people who in front of him
He kicks away the obstacle
Because he want to run into her memory.
March 30th, 2009 at 7:37 pm
2009年12月24日星期四
Soul searching
At this sunny morning, everyone is suppose to have sunbath at beach, but this man, who about 20 just choose to stay in his room to listen his favorite music, watching the series that he always wanted to watch, and reading the book that he always wanted to read.
However, he feels that he been losing something about 2 years ago, something that he could not express easily but, however he did feel something lost, so he stop the music, series and reading the book to walk down to anywhere under the heavy emotion.
He keep on walking with his incomplete heart, he know that something in his heart was missing. Then he saw a rich man was pursuing a running coin, the rich man shouted at the running coin “don’t go, come back, you are belong to me! Come back!”, the man manage to ask the rich man something, so he get approaching to the rich man and say hello!
“Hello, I m looking something that I been missing, how about you?” the man ask.
“oh boy, yes I m pursuing money, and I love money!’ the rich man replies.
“You pursue the running coin because you feel it is belong to you?” the man asked
“Of course, I have been devoting my whole life to pursue money, so therefore to get back the money is my whole life duty. And young boy, I have no extra time to crap with you, got to go.” The man replied while watching his watch.
“Ok, well”
The he keep on walking, he contemplate what the rich man had told him just now. He doesn’t seem clear because something that is doesn’t make sense to him.Why would he change so much, he is wondering? What cause this? Why? The only thing that he can confirm is he doesn’t know how he passed this 2 years, strangely enough, he still get through. Was it real?
“Hey you, come back my food”. An ant shouted and chasing to a candy.
“Hello Mr. Ant, why are you shouting at the candy”, the man asking under suspicious because he is talking to an ant.
“ See, young man, I working almost 24 hours a day just because I want to feed my family, and I found this candy under a table, he just runaway when I was trying to remove it to my home.” The ant replied.
“So that mean you use your whole life to pursue the food for your family?” the man asked.
“You hit the point, man” the man replied.
The rich man was pursuing the money, because he spent his entire life to chasing money. The ant was pursuing the food because he wants to feed his family. Everyone seen to have something to pursing!
“Why?” He asks a witch who was eating a cat.
“Well, it is easy boy, see, there is always something deep inside your heart that you wanted to pursue, like you wanted a better result when you are studying like what you doing now, and later on, you will pursue a women which you believe you really in love with, you will pursue money like that rich man did and when you rich you might pursue your social statue. “The witch replied.
“Is that simple?” the man asked again.
“Of course it is, life is as simple as what you think. Do you have a choice to come to this little world? No. Can you choose your parent? No. so why the hell you worry about so much? Boy, just ignored what other are doing before you can fully take care of yourself.See, actually everyone has something inside to pursue at different time. I believe you do. “Now, the witch is drinking the blood like drinking whiskey.
“Yes, I guess I do. Before that, I guess I have to know what and who am I before I start pursuing something”. Now, The man looking down at the floor when he replying.
“So, go, go to search the real you”.
However, he feels that he been losing something about 2 years ago, something that he could not express easily but, however he did feel something lost, so he stop the music, series and reading the book to walk down to anywhere under the heavy emotion.
He keep on walking with his incomplete heart, he know that something in his heart was missing. Then he saw a rich man was pursuing a running coin, the rich man shouted at the running coin “don’t go, come back, you are belong to me! Come back!”, the man manage to ask the rich man something, so he get approaching to the rich man and say hello!
“Hello, I m looking something that I been missing, how about you?” the man ask.
“oh boy, yes I m pursuing money, and I love money!’ the rich man replies.
“You pursue the running coin because you feel it is belong to you?” the man asked
“Of course, I have been devoting my whole life to pursue money, so therefore to get back the money is my whole life duty. And young boy, I have no extra time to crap with you, got to go.” The man replied while watching his watch.
“Ok, well”
The he keep on walking, he contemplate what the rich man had told him just now. He doesn’t seem clear because something that is doesn’t make sense to him.Why would he change so much, he is wondering? What cause this? Why? The only thing that he can confirm is he doesn’t know how he passed this 2 years, strangely enough, he still get through. Was it real?
“Hey you, come back my food”. An ant shouted and chasing to a candy.
“Hello Mr. Ant, why are you shouting at the candy”, the man asking under suspicious because he is talking to an ant.
“ See, young man, I working almost 24 hours a day just because I want to feed my family, and I found this candy under a table, he just runaway when I was trying to remove it to my home.” The ant replied.
“So that mean you use your whole life to pursue the food for your family?” the man asked.
“You hit the point, man” the man replied.
The rich man was pursuing the money, because he spent his entire life to chasing money. The ant was pursuing the food because he wants to feed his family. Everyone seen to have something to pursing!
“Why?” He asks a witch who was eating a cat.
“Well, it is easy boy, see, there is always something deep inside your heart that you wanted to pursue, like you wanted a better result when you are studying like what you doing now, and later on, you will pursue a women which you believe you really in love with, you will pursue money like that rich man did and when you rich you might pursue your social statue. “The witch replied.
“Is that simple?” the man asked again.
“Of course it is, life is as simple as what you think. Do you have a choice to come to this little world? No. Can you choose your parent? No. so why the hell you worry about so much? Boy, just ignored what other are doing before you can fully take care of yourself.See, actually everyone has something inside to pursue at different time. I believe you do. “Now, the witch is drinking the blood like drinking whiskey.
“Yes, I guess I do. Before that, I guess I have to know what and who am I before I start pursuing something”. Now, The man looking down at the floor when he replying.
“So, go, go to search the real you”.
June 23rd, 2009 at 8:53 am
2009年12月19日星期六
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