Fast ? No Is slow now.

Today i woke up so early.If no mistaken, this is the first time that i woke up at 8am at this semester. Surprisingly i didn’t go back to bad. After reading news, i went to the balcony , was thinking to smoke but some internal voices are asking me not to do it so, Since i have quit for such a long time.Just keep looking to the trees and enjoying the dawning.
Was thinking what should i do for the current moment.Oh maybe Sim City 4000,but the time is not suitable.
Keep on thinking what have i did.Oh got it! 18 and 19 is the fantastic experience in my life.There are peaks and foots in my life.Someone may says you need to underwent something then you only will growth, i think that is right . Feel like very old , but that isn’t a bad thing to underwent that.
Used to be,always wanted be fast.From driving home to play Sim City .Pursuiting the feeling of fast.It was nice to see the car going to 200 of KPH , felt like the car is not moving but is the road.But now i can feel that The God of Death actually was waving to me and try to ask me to accompany him.Ha!
How to be fast in Sim City? Of course, the time in the game must be faster than normal one,then only can see those buildings build faster.The other fast in the game is using cheat code called "Money Trainer", use to be very satified when i can developed a very large city.But somehow, i also still feeling empty inside, because it wasn’t been built based on my ability.
Now i have learn how to be slow.Slowness had never ever occurred in my life before .Slowness is a very strange idea for me, or, slowness has never appeared in my dictionary.But i have just added it.Still remember my mum always say that i always rushed,never thinking twice before doing something.He..
I only know slow can bring you so many benefits.I always wanted to break my personal record from the Gombak Toll to the junction to Mentakab which is 58 minutes. Now i also broke the record, but is slow one, from Gombak Toll to Mentakan now it needs more than 1 and helf hours.I realise that there is so many good views along the highway, and the kakak in the toll plaza is very beautiful.I can even enjoy every songs that i have burnt and borrowed.Espcially the CD of the Spirits of Love,but the CD has been broken cause i keep on repeating the song of No,9 .Sad and sorry to Mr.Low Wai kong.
Slow can bring us benefits.Sometime , i told myself that i have to be fast, to catch all i want! But, think back, will me go too fast?Should i stop and think is it all the things that i really wanted.?Maybe the things that i wanted was lefting behine because i m go too fast.I sat down on the road,think, what i have left behine…Oh ya is you!The important ones.Maybe that is not the time for us to be together now,but i always do something for us, or maybe for myself.You are the unforgetable one.
During the stopping time, i can enjoy the fresh air,listen some classic melody or write whatever i want.Or even do some introspects,oh ya i didn’y clean my room for a long time, then now my room just like 5 stars hotel.
The rushing boy liked BMW no matter 3 or 5 series,and for him,7 series is like his father,too old.
And now, the rushing boy still liked BMW, but it is the other meaning,Business, Money and ,Women.He already forgot who taught him,and quite logically talks, you need to have business first, then you will have Money$$,after you got money then definitely you will got women.Quite attractive huh..
Now the boy has some idea about the BMW,he try to redefined the term again.Business,business is just a tool or mean to get money,and you need how to know to enjoy the process of doing business.Money,for the boy,is just a tool to get some neccessaries or to bring hapiness to others.He used to said,money is all the roots of evil,but if you don’t have money, you are the real evil!Now money is still important to him,but not as important as last time, he understand that money cannot buy the things that he wants,like the person who just passed away and money cannot awake his life who had brought so many good memories when the boy was a kid.Em… women, i don’t think the boy is qualified to talk about this,because he is a bastard.
The sun is rising,is it indicating the boy is rising also?Ah… there are the mountains who hiding behine of the fogs,like a shyly girl.The people are rushing on the road but are they understand what is the meaning of life, or they just work like a ant and don’t know what life is?Maybe you cannot tell something to a person was passed away,but if you have something want to tell her, be quicked,life seldom give you a second chance.Don’t hesitate again ,and the price is high.


October 4th, 2007 at 10:27 am