一觉睡醒, 他妈的心情很不好,因为以经十二点半了, 牙都没刷,就跑到客厅,打开电视看 “意难忘”, 妹妹泡了杯美禄, 也和我一起看意难忘了.

当我们看的津津有味时, 妈妈突然之间带了一位安娣来家里,说看风水,我心想要看风水不会到Kuantan海边看吗? 那边不止有风有水,而且还有太阳美女, 哦! 还有KFC 跟 Mcdonald’s,还可以顺便看Abby跟 Rannie,来我家看? 没法,妈妈喜欢到.

穿着四角裤的我,避免形象受到破坏, 马上冲到厕所冲凉. 大唱曹格的Superwomen(超级女人),心里还是很纳闷. 冲完凉后,跑到房间,梳头, 准备与我表弟午餐, 当我走到客厅时,妈妈就叫我过来, 坐在那个安娣隔壁听她说点东西. “又关我事?”我心想.

我坐下后,她对我说, 我帮你换了一个新名, 我的眼睛瞪的比太阳还要大! 她帮我改了一个与我久名完全无关的名! 叫黄涁玜! Walao! 我看着妈妈! 她还说了一大堆有的没的,我心想,完了完了, 一下子得了新的身份, 要我如何面对认识了十多年的朋友!

Wei!安娣 不要忘了对财神爷说我换了新名,哦, 还有月老, 等下我没又女朋友啊! 她说什么大富大贵, 哇! 安娣,真的是酱好? 不用做咯!既来之,则安之,我就用着新的身份过年吧!
就这样,我就无端端变了另一个人. 过年!

Oh yeah, maybe you are wrong, saying that I don’t know how to love a person, you say that I just taking love as a game and I never be serious before! You are wrong, does any school teach what love is or how to love a person? But am I really look like that? I don’t think so, because you don’t understand me very well, lady!

Study in a strange place isn’t easy for everyone, everything you need to handle by yourself, no need to cry because that is part of our life, and take it as a lesson in your life which can help you grow, wipe your tears lady, fight like a soldier.

Oh yeah, my young lady, where you want to study? You haven’t tell me yet, you are the one who I worry most, what I want you to understand what should a person do in his or her life, don’t waste your time like this everyday, do some useful thing , at least MaMa will be happy, now Chinese New Year was passed, so what is your plan?

You know, the result of the study isn’t important, but the most important is what have you learn in study, lady, something can come from nothing, and the nothing for every human is call effort, without effort, human are unable to travel by plane just like what we did in CNY, lady, without effort human are just barbarian and live for nothing everyday.

Lady, what I want you to understand is, you are independent since the doctor cut the umbilical cord from you and MaMa, got that? Don’t expect you can live with MaMa everyday, MaMa will leave you eventually, got that? Lady, show me what you got! I will help you whenever you need, don’t worry I will always stand by you. You are the one who I worry most, do your best so that you will no regret in your life and never waste the chance that MaMa has given to you as a human.

You, my cutest cousin, nothing to worry about ok, trust me everything will be ok as long as you want to solve it, and I believe that everything will be settle but just need sometime, ok.! I know you have many complaints and pressure, I understand you, sometime we also need to learn how to relax don put everything upon yourself, sometime something happened wasn’t your fault, just because the big environment ok? To be or not to be, since we cannot choose whether you want to come to the world, but since we came here without much choice, then why don we just act a good movie for everyone, the curtain will close in our life finally, but before that, did we have a good show for the viewer. Just do it rightly what you think is right, no one can understand you then yourself, just tell how is your feel to your parent, I believe that they will understand you.
Hey you, don try to runaway ,my handsome cousin, now is your turn, study hard ok, you got such a nice opportunity that not everyone could get in their life, appreciate it, I believe you can because I borrowed you my favorite book “The Sophie’s World” to AUSTRALIA ok, no one can get the book from me so easily ok, cause the book mean to me.
OK then , take care.



February 15th, 2008 at 11:10 pm