About myself

First time I write about myself on my blog. I cannot give the explanation or definitionto Meng Loong because it is not objective if I giving it by myself.

Some said he is a funny boy with many funny ideas, some said it was hard to believe that he likes reading because he always play truant(ok there is nothingconnected between like reading and play truant). Same said he got complicated and unique view point toward something. Some said he never let others know the real Meng Loong, because he always avoids the question about himself from hisfriends. Some said only can believe 0.05% in what he said. Some said he always have the same face to his friends, family and relative.

But wait,are they really talking about me? Am I really that complicated? It was only the iceberg about the commends on me, which I cannot tell one by one. But once again, am I really look like that? It is irony that our eyes only can look at others but not ourselves, if our eyes canlook at ourselves, then I no need to ask others about who am I.

Indeed,reading is my hobby, I bet you that no one will going to believe that , maybemy face already showing it. They were surprised when they saw many books at myhouse, the first question will be ask normally is “ you really read all thesebook?” , man, if I have not read, then I bought them for what? Just is thedecoration of my house? Then the generalresponse will be “it is hard to believe!” Dude, the evident already in front of your eyes, why still hard tobelieve? The third things that normally will do are picked up a book then askme to briefly tell them what the book is about. Salesman? Sometime, I do feel like that. Or likes omeone say, Meng Loong, it is really hard to believe lo, you always ponting class,but you like to read, I ask why? She said because my face cannot convince her. Walao!As I can remember how surprised my teacher look at me when I was there liningup to the bus as we were visiting the Parliament, and it was 7.30am, normally Iwill not be school at this time, maybe will be there later. What?! Visiting parliamentof course was a big issue to me, I woke up very early just I afraid that I willmiss the trip! My English teacher also write a commend on my article says thatit was a complicated Idea, it was hard to understand, but good attempt, okmadam, I will try to simplified what am I thinking into general term to expressmyself.

Yes dude,you are right as what you said that I seldom disclose myself to others,sometimes, not even to my closest friend. Just don’t ask me why, becausesomething that is not for sharing, not even my family. I was surprise that youknew about me so less as you are my friend, really sorry dude, hehe. But once again,you are right, maybe Jia JIa was right, told me that it was not healthy to keeptoo many secretly. I will only letothers know what I am thinking purposely. No one will know what I am thinking unless I talk it out by myself. Sometimes, you have to guess the meaning behind of the conversation, just my style, and I always like to do it, but I m not hiphop kaki. Men, if you have not told me this, I think I would never realize this!It was hard to keep a secret, but I do not have a good listener, then I willrather put in my heart, as I got a big memory in my heart.

You only can believe in 0.05% on what he told. Wah! Another good classic statement aboutme. Yes sometime don’t believe in my even 0.05%, because it could be lesserthan this. Maybe this is the method, skill or tactic for me to avoid certainquestion which I do not wish to answer. Alwayschange the topic by using exaggerate words. This is also link to that I do notlike to disclose myself much. Sometimes,from 0.05%, I can even understand myself more and more. This is quite normallyfor me because I like to joke with friends, and there is no point to be serioussometime, because I will only be serious when I m reading newspaper and book,oh maybe driving. By using exaggerate words, in the others way, can enhance myability to describe something. It was also funny when I talking about a serious thing, then my friend will not answer me first, but they will ask, are youserious or kidding? What the…. If I say Im serious, then I can saw many doubtful eyes were actually looking at me…. (-_-II) really (-_-II)

These are the general view toward me, but in fact, I m just a ordinary collegestudent who slept at 12.45 am then wake up at 7am everyday( weekend is 9 am)then I will go to class, read newspaper with breakfast like Ah Pak ,then if gotassignment then do the assignment, if not, then read and nap. Evening normally will only go to the restaurant that will show The Spirits of Love, then futsal jogging or table tennis. At night normally will watched series with KamLoong and supper with “Useless Wood, the Great Nine “then shower and sleep. If thatis not normal enough, then I will listening song and read before I sleep.

From the statement above, I strongly and firmly believe that I m an ordinary man whoalso same like others, with 2 eyes, ears, one mouth a pair of hand and leg. Is thatanything different from you? After self-analyze,I still believe I am who I am, Meng Loong. But sometime he only got a bit naughty ,that is all.




July 1st, 2008 at 9:52 am