Appreciation

Just buried ourselves into our work, so concentrated on it. Seconds, minutes, hours, daily, monthly, and yearly, we repeat the same thing routinely. We only can get ‘’happy’’, or ‘’ourselves’’ when we are pursuing in our studies or job.

We seldom put our head up, to see, how nice the sky is at night, there are so many stars, shining, shining stars just because we put our head down on the work. We seldom listen to the buzzing of the bee, chirping of the bird, the nicest melody of the natural, just because we always buried ourselves into our work.

There are someone who together with who, who broke up with who, it just merely a scenario of life, bagatelle. How many people want to reunion with their love ones in that aero plane, how many people are leaving the country with the broken heart in that aero plane, I would not know, and there is about tears and laughing.

When we look around, oh, we let the most valuable things slip away from us, the love ones, the miss ones. Whose heart was broken by the ignorance from us, whose heart was broken when they went away, I understand that.

When things, whatever, run away from us, it just like an illusion of yesterday in the memory, merely a phantom that had appeared in our mind, never been true. Was it real? Was it false? No one will know. But it did occupied some places in our heart and mind which hardly to get rid of.
The same thing was there, the same places were there, but the same people weren’t there, but the feeling is still the same. You will never step into the same river twice, so to your love one.
Cogito,ergo sum, I think therefore I am. Is it true? Life just like a flowing river, once something gone, then it only can be your memory, it is merely an illusion.

The only true is when you really appreciate everything that been happened around, and that is true. When you appreciate something, no matter how our time and space flow, it is permanent, eternally. If you did not appreciate it, it just temporally, it will go away soon. So, I appreciate, therefore I am.

When you walk away, you bring all his feeling and smile together. He is wearing a mask toward others, never been truly himself. When you gone, he knows his feeling was together with you when you are boarding to fly away to another country. It is not a completely him
Standing on the mountain high, everything was under him, but it is not enough, because he feels cold and no one gives him a bit of warm. He feels lonely because he is alone. He feels sad because you cannot share the night view together with him.

The best way to walk away from the illusion is to appreciate, appreciate everything that you have or used to had, from memory to her, from your family to your friends, then you are really truly yourself, then you are truly living at the moment, if not, it just something like a dream, you can feel it, you remember it, you can touch it , but it wasn’t true.


February 24th, 2009 at 9:21 am