2012年9月23日星期日

He is working; I’m travelling trip de Cameron Highland.


It was just a coincident occasion that we make this trip. I was bored in shop, therefore I went to Ah Mao’s shop to find someone to talk to as well as smoke to. Guess it was raining, he closed shop earlier than usual. Then we three, Ah mao Ah Ket and me went to Yam Cha at an old place. Ah ket mentioned about leaving and off to Cameron Highland tomorrow and he asked whether I like to join, without hesitation, I said yes, because I planned to follow him since the last time he mentioned about CH, and now I caught the chance.

Time passed so fast, after almost 18 hours, I called Ah ket, asked what time he was leaving. He said he was already leaving home and need to put something in Kampung Awah and buy some necessary before pulling off to CM. After this and that, we were heading to CM. It was fun along the way, unlike my previous trip to CH, this time; we were going there from Raub, another alternative to CM. Of course, two of us bullshit along the way, and by the time we were in Raub, Raub was raining, rather eerie and exciting feeling, I fully trusted Ah ket by his driving skill, he could send us the destination safely.

The fog is rounding the mountains, the sky was drizzling and Ah ket car keep pollute the environment. I was not pay attention to the time so I did not know how much time we have spent to get to our destination. Of course, the site was not located in any towns in CH, instead, It was in jungle! It took us almost an hour to get in there, without proper asphalt road, I was bumped in the car all along the way, and when u know how slope the mountain beside you was, your heart beat hit 120 per minute. Thanks to his reliable driving skill, I was there finally. I would finally recommend him to be a rally driver if he lost or retired his job.

I was stunned when I get out from the car! I was in jungle, and that was the place I will overnight. I saw one of his workers was burning wood outside the camp, just like in cold zone, and the other 3 of them came out from the camp and help us move the necessary into the camp. I was there with the guy who was burning woods, I guess he might be Cancer, I judged from the way his talked. The other one was busying arranging the food and stuff, another two talking with their boss, namely, Ah ket.

I could not remember their name, but as far as I knew, four of them are from different part of Indonesia, and they having problem to act as one. One of the oldest, we called him Pak Cik, been talked with Ah ket in his car for more then one hour, of course I supposed they are discussing about their project. I ate with the rest, and the burning-wood-guy still outside, so me and the rest of two had a late dinner nearly 9pm. It was beef soup, and I finished the food as fast as I can, why? It’s simple, because I’m hungry.  The food was not bad, and Ah ket was not bad too! He is a caring boss!

They placed several camps under a “big camp”, and the Indonesian workers told me, this boss is good not only giving them a small camp each, and a big camp to protect them from the wild. Finally Ah ket and the works were backed, and the burning-wood-guy came in as well, now their turn to have their late dinner. Strangely was, the other two leave the table and backed to their camp.

After dinner, I was asked to play card game, it was their favorite to kill times, but it was a brand new game to me, is a bit like majoh, it was fascinating and I fond to the game. Nearly 1am, all people were sleeping and me and ah ket were talking outside the camp till 3am then we back to the camp and we keep talking, guess till 330am.
At 5 am something, the cock that the Indonesians bought to be their food supply crowed, oh my god, I only slept for only 2 hours and now that fucking cock was outside and  crowed, fortunately ah ket came out from the camp and thrown some stone to the cock! I supposed I could have a good sleep afterward, but God know after 5 minutes, that cock came back again and crowed, ok, this time, I truly insomnia, and pray to God that the cock will die instantly, of course, my dream never came true. About 7am the cock stopped crowning and finally I’m able to sleep undisturbed until 9 am.

We woke up, and have a cup of milk tea, in fact, I could not have anything in that early, therefore I only had half of it, then we went into Ah ket’s site, another 2 more KM and of course, snake-liked road and bumped. He went to meet his workers and checked the progress. After that, the workers lead us to the Kampung Orang Asli, (Aboriginal village), it was amazing, and you would not know there is a village inside the jungle. Everyone was looked at us, and I felt like we are the invader who spying their village before conquered them.

One thing I can see is that, the Malaysian government is really taken care of them; the government built many infrastructures for them, including water and electric supply. They are unpolluted, and remain the original life of them, I suppose, there is the life human supposed to live in, no TV no night life, no heavy music, everything nature and belong to the natural. Maybe there was the last few virgin place that the so-called civilized people have not touch, I hope not ever.

We out the jungle and buy some other necessary for the Indonesian workers, in Ringlet. After that, we went to Tanah Rata, to have our lunch. It was a worthy lunch, RM15, 90; we have a western food, with steak, mesh potato, juice and salad. Then we went to Brinchang, Ah ket bought some vegetable like maize and sweet potato.

After that, we headed to BOH tea garden. At first, I thought we were going the tea garden with the modern building that extended outside from the mountain. But I was wrong, it was a colonial building, and I was kept looking for the modern building, I thought it was hiding somewhere else, and no! It was disappeared! Never mind that, we saw an arrow pointing to the peak of the mountain that we standing, it wirte “View Point”, Ah ket lead and walk toward to the viewpoint, it was a bit difficult for me because the stair was built along the mountain, but at that moment, you have no choice but to follow your friend who with unlimited energy. It took us 15 minutes, well, me and ah ket was amazed by what we saw! We were at the top of the mountain! The fleshy wind blowing my face, and I was actually relaxed! I was enjoying, same to Ah Ket. No skyscrapers, no shopping malls, no crowded, this moment, only belong to tow of us.

As I mentioned above, this is was an accident, because I never thought that we can make it so quickly. Indeed, I have learnt a few upon this trip.

First of all, I was slept in that camp, if you have no idea how cold and the environment is at the night, then you must not have idea how comfortable your room is. The Indonesian workers have no complain on this, in fact, they told me it was the best place that other bosses would not provide to them. If you have no idea how comfortable your room is, then you would not know how their life in the jungle was, and I’m not talking staying there like 1 or 2 days like me, but 2 or 3 months. No TV ,no phone call, no any entainment.

Second, when I talked to a cooker of a school in Kampung Orang Asli, he said, the aboriginal is not particular interesting in study, and they also wasted all the food he prepared to them.  I think they don’t like to study is because they need not to face competition there, otherwise, they must appreciate the opportunity very much. Sometime I’m wonder, is that wrong to have contact with the aboriginal, without know the outside world, they might keep the most natural of their life, after the intervention of the so-called civilized people, everything has changed. I would, of course not possible, to keep their original life, without any disturbing. Human, if they got everything granted, they would not appreciate, instead, they will appreciate if they got something with their own effort. I think the kids belong to the nature.

It was surprised that my hearts stayed unsettled when I was there. I always thought that I’m really belonging to the nature. I did not think much, I enjoy the bird chirping, and many voices that created by our nature. One thing I must mention here, when I look up, I saw many starts, they were like hanging above my head, can we really see that clear of starts in the city at night? I doubt it. We, the human are not independent; we are part of our nature. We are sharing the world with others animal or plant, but the self-fish human keep destroying to the nature, that provide them food and water.

When we were at the top of the mountain that called” Viewpoint”, both of us were really enjoy the wind, and both of us enjoy the view in front of us, mountains, broad-view, if not afraid the wind would got stronger and rained, I think I might have a nap on the floor! It was high, but fortunately I was there eventually because of Ah Ket keep moving upward.

After that, we both have a good tea time in a colonial-time building. We both talked a lot and act like somebody who have great achievement, and reminiscing. We got to said good bye to the nature after the teatime.

Hope that all people understand that human is part of nature; all of our living is depend on it, if we destroyed nature, means that we are destroying ourselves as well. Now we are able to enjoy the cold wind in Cameroon highland, but if we keep develop for more profit, I’m sure that we only can enjoy cold air when we are opened the air-con. Green, the color of nature, green is lesser and lesser, let us do something to contribute but not harm to the nature.

Song long and I will be back soon! I promise!

2012年3月16日星期五

宇宙与人性 。(算了,还是别做老板吧!)



宇宙看起来是与人性毫无关联的东西,但在我看来,有极大的关联。

来,首先,我们来看看我们的太阳系。我们都知道我们的太阳系有九大行星,( OK, 有些会说是八大行星,因为冥王星不是正真意义上的行星。但我们不讨论这些。)那就是,水星,金星,地球,火星,木星,土星,天王星,冥王星, 都是围绕着太阳转。太阳,太阳系里的大家长,不停地把温暖送给围绕她的行星,换来的是行星乖乖的绕着太阳行。那就是说,你要别人听你的话,你当然要给她温暖啊!换来的是他们心甘情愿的围着你来转,如果连这下都不懂,算了,别做老板了,因为你不配,你以为你成全你员工的一切,但事实刚好相反,
是你的员工成全你的一切。我还是第一次看见恒星环绕着行星来转。好玄!

当然,我们的太阳可以要那些星星围着他来转是有理由的,因为太阳自己可以生产阳光给别的行星,所以太阳要他们怎么转就就么转!要行星围绕一个不会自己发光的东西,哈!玩笑,没有这样的事。如果连这个都不会,算了,还是别做老板吧!

大就是一切?STUPID, NO!太阳系外面不只有多少比我们的太阳还要大多少倍的的恒星,但是大意味着什么?大意味着需要消耗更多的力量来发光,结果大的恒星会比较短命,因为没有东西可以燃烧了。反而一些红矮星可以烧的比较久,因为他们不大,而且他们会慢慢的燃烧。只有没有品味的人才会觉得大就是美,有品味的人更多的是看品质,而不是体积。一间不赚钱的大公司,和一间很赚钱的小公司,那个来的比较好?很明显,是后者。如果连这都不懂,算了,还是别做老板,每天嘴在讲,自己的性器官在爽。

我们的地球总是被我们人类不停地糟蹋,污染,贱踩等等的伤害,她也没有发出任何怨言,她只是默默地接受一切。要做老板就要像我们的地球学习,要做的是默默的接受一切的地球,而不是总是在抱怨的人,总是认为别人对你好是理所当然,对你不好就是不应该,妈的,什么思想?如果连这个都不会,算了,还是别做老板吧。

保护身边的人,是成人的行为,伤害身边的人是小孩的行为。如果连这个都不会,算了,还是别做老板吧!

我们的月球,他有资格说他说拥有的一切都是他自己找回来的吗?不能,因为我们的月球之所以存在是因为地球给他的,我们的月球是从地球分裂出来的。没有地球就没有月球。如果连这个都不会,算了,还是别做老板吧!

太阳会死亡,不错,但那是很远以后的事。太阳死亡之前,会变得很大,会把水星,金星,地球等等给蚕食掉,过后就爆炸……死亡。 这是一个很完美的例子,一个人自我膨胀的厉害,换回来的就是死亡。一点小成小就就张罗打鼓的让人知道,是不是自己的还不知道,久不久的,还不知道。不知道自己是在沙堆上起陈堡,祝你好运!如果连这个都不会,算了,还是别做老板吧!

对人要有礼貌,因为你上升的时候是踩着别人上的。但,别忘了,你沉下来的时候,会遇到他们的。算了,还是别做老板吧!

不是,或者是还不是做太阳的料,就给他做太阳是很恐怖的,因为他还不会去控制自己,就要控制别人。

不是,或者是还不是做太阳的料,就给他做太阳是很恐怖的,因为他会用他的热去伤害他身边的东西,而不是用他的热去温暖他身边的东西。

不是,或者是还不是做太阳的料,就给他做太阳是很恐怖的,因为没有从基本的学起,所以不懂行星要的什么热能。

如果不懂得这些,算了,还是别做老板吧!




2011年12月6日星期二

其实每一个人都是一本书


一个人,当他生出来是,就好像一张白纸,每当那个人长大一天,就表示那个人在这个世界又多了一天的经历,让我用另一个说法来说吧;那就表示那个人生书本又多了一页,不管是好的,是坏的。

其实每一个人都是一本书,里面有太多太多的故事。我们身边的人其实就是创作的最佳题材,毕竟每个人走的路都不一样。一件事情,十个人,十个人都可以有不同的看法。只是有些人的人生路走的比较快,所以看东西比较透彻,有些则走的比较慢,还没看的那么彻,只是对于那些走得慢的人来说,到最后他们也会,只是他们需要的是时间来把东西看的比较透彻。

我曾经听过一句话,特别有意识,那就是,“一把剑,是需要被锤打几千,几万次才可以成为一把剑。”以此类推的话,我会把人生的经历比喻为锤,而人本生则为一把剑。经历,足以把一个幼稚的人,磨练的成熟。经历,足以改变一个人对事对物的看法,经历更可以让一个人变得更加老成,老练。经历也可以把一个人变得更加漂亮,有气质。经历会在人们的脸上散发出淡淡的忧郁,薄薄的感觉。

人生的经历,就好像森林里的每一颗树,因为它都是一个小宇宙,里面有太多太多的生物,只是我们肉眼看不到。每个人心里都有写不出的故事,说不出的感慨,有些事总是要慢慢的被人发觉,那才有意思。最开心的事,就是可以找到与你志同道合的另外一半,外表是其次,最重要的是两个人在一起,感觉是舒服的。

有着相同经历的人在一起,比较有共同的话题,那是叫“共鸣”,有共鸣才有相同的价值观,两人才可以有机会走到最后。素食般的爱情,缺的就是这些。当两个人还没了解对方时,就在一起,好像有点危险。有些人,我们看到的是,他们很快就在一起,我想,他们或多或少都有共鸣,或者是惺惺相惜。 在两个人认识的时候,你准备好了铲吗?慢慢的把他的故事给挖出来

看着周围的朋友,个个都长大了,经历了爱情,友情或者是亲情的磨练,造就了经历,所以说,每个人多多少少都是一个有故事的人。几年前的他们,与现在比较,有了微妙的变化。经历,塑造了他们的人生观。这也决定了他们以后会走的路。

有些人,有些书读出来,会有开心的感觉,有些则有感慨。或许,一切都没有完美的,留有一点遗憾的人生,才漂亮吧。

找到了爱的人,要珍惜,因为,除了要共同照顾一个家外,他们还有一个更重要的任务,就是要为后面的人生,添加更美丽的章节,一直到离开人间的那一天。

有时间与身边的人聊聊吧!听听他们的经历,说不定对你会有帮助,更所不定对你会有所启发。

天啊!怎么今天有点浪漫主义的感觉

2011年11月27日星期日

病态社会



我们的社会生病了,我们的社会真的生病了。别的不说,就说每天翻开报纸,看到的新闻皆是让人看了心惊胆跳的,无不让人摇头的。读了那些新闻后,我开始怀疑我们住的地方跟地狱有分别吗?

这个社会,没错,是生病了,其实,回头看看,很多事情都是跟贪心,贪婪,虚荣感有关。现在的人,每天都在追求物质上的享受,我个人并不反对物质上的享受,但是,一旦你追求物质的欲望超越了你的能力,你就变成了,物质的奴隶,不晓得除了追求物质之外,我们,人还需要追求心灵上的安慰,才可以达到平衡。病态社会

谁又买了一辆新车,谁又搬了一间大家,谁又开了一间店,谁又赚了很多钱,谁又与谁在一起,老实说,干我屁事啊?繁华表面的背后,刻着无数的债务,谁人知道?谁人知道驾大车,住大家的背后是欠了银行多少钱。

现在的人,尤其是年轻人,个个表面看起来是风风光光,进出高级餐厅,穿着名牌的衣服,可是,有谁又知道他们背后欠了银行多少的卡债,俗话说得好“无债一身轻”,这一群年轻人是我国经济的一颗定时炸弹,不好。我们只是看到他们的表面,却没有问自己,以他们现在的收入,可以应付现在的开销吗?如果不可以的话,钱从哪里来?病态社会。

现在的人,价值观已经扭曲了。我们已经失去了我们祖先,或中华民族的美德,节俭,勤勉,脚踏实地,等等。可是,现在的年轻人,要的是,如何走捷径,快速致富,这就是贪心,他们不知道“天下没有白吃的午餐” 这个道理,有的话,也轮不到你吃,因为有免费的,我为什么还要让给你?病态社会。

欺骗,绑架,贪污,每天都发生,什么社会啊?人性到哪里去了?人性,人心。

一个稳固的经济是建立在一步一脚印的基础之上,这点,我尤其欣赏德国人,日本人或台湾人,不去搞什么投机活动,而是踏踏实实的为经济默默的做出贡献。这点与美国人不同,美国人在开国的时候确实有过这样的美德,不过他们现在的经济是建立在金融,也就是对实体经济没有什么贡献的工业只上。当然,美国还是有对经济有实在贡献的人,就好像刚去世的 Steve Jobs, 但他是少中又少的。说到台湾,王永庆就是最好的榜样!

不是你买不买得起 LV ,而是你配不配得起LV。会欣赏LV 的人,自自然然的就会买这些奢侈品牌的东西,欣赏这个品牌的设计,欣赏这个品牌的历史,欣赏这个品牌的时尚感,而不是追求所谓的虚荣感。有些人买得起这些奢侈品,就表示说你已经晋升到了所谓的上流社会吗?或者你就是有钱人吗?我很怀疑。很多人买的不是设计,品牌的历史,或者是时尚,很多时候人买的是价钱和别人的眼光而已。

就好像一些爆发富,买奔驰,或宝马,买的就是虚荣感本生。可是,会欣赏的人,买的就是科技,设计,或者是德国的文化,去感受尖端科技所带来的快乐,而不是别人的眼光。低俗!

看着别人有,自己也要有,这是什么心态啊?最重要的是量力而为,何必去给自己无谓的负担呢?金钱固然重要,但还年轻的我们也不可忘记经验,开拓视野的重要性啊。

人心被物质扭曲到不像样。看看我们的国家,君不君,臣不臣,强词夺理,眼中只有钱。要求人民勒紧腰带过日子,自己却在那边大笔大笔的花马币。让人看不起!

这个社会生病了,年轻人每天都过着糜烂的生活,夜店,饮酒,抽烟,还有吗?有几个会拿起书本,来粉刷乌烟瘴气的心理?有多少个年轻人愿意到郊外走走,去感受一下大自然,这个上帝给我们最好的礼物?这些,都是我们值得去省思的。是教育失败吗?这是题外题了。

朋友一言惊醒梦中人,原来这就是病态社会。

2011年10月6日星期四

感觉


也不知道什么是感觉了。感觉这东西真的存在吗?有吗?还是他只是一个虚拟的东西?是一种心理面幻想出来的东西,还是生理上短暂的反应?感觉?什么吗?

当你年轻还小的时候,你什么都没有,但你还有感觉。当你成熟了,你或许有了你要的东西,但你却是失去了感觉。有用吗?

一个失去了感觉的人其实就像一个机器人,每天只是过着机械般的日子。如果可以的话,我想要从她手上拿回我的感觉。如果可以的话,我愿意用我所拥有的全部东西换回我的感觉。几块钱一斤,让我知道。

如果感觉真的存在的话,马的,那他一定是很霸道的东西,强占着别人的心。如果没有用到我的心的话,可不可以离开?我的心很小,容纳了这个感觉,绝容纳了不下其他的感觉。有没有医生可以开刀帮我拿走?

感觉,感觉。

2011年10月2日星期日

One Night in Bukit Bintang


昨晚,与朋友猫在半夜的Bukit Bintang 走走,可是印象中,我就好像没有在午夜的Bukit Bintang 走过。有都是驾车经过而已。

怎么说呢?就觉得午夜的Bukit Bintang 好像很陌生一点都不像早上的Bukit Bintang 感觉有点不像在马来西亚,而是身在国外,尤其是像身在中东一样,因为有太多中东人了。

可能是有太久都没有这样与朋友在Bukit Bintang 走走了,我觉得自己很像被困在家很久的小孩,我竟然很像尝试很多东西,哈哈,当然,只是想想而已。

走着,走着,竟然看到有人在麦当劳门口溜……..猴子。马的,猴子!我和猫决定走近一点看,那只猴子竟然扑向我,还好锁着它的铁链不够长,但也足以吓到我向后退很大一步,搞到猫赶紧扶着我,要不我就应该会跌倒。从那猴子的眼神看来,我想它应该是对我的香烟有兴趣。马的,如果它真的抢掉我的香烟的话,我一定会跟那该死的猴子死过,因为香烟贵啊!

跟着早上是金牛,晚上是摩羯的猫走在晚上的Bukit Bintang有一种特别的感觉。觉得特别 有点不好意思,因为要他陪我走走晚上的Bukit Bintang ,对于已经发福的他来说,有点吃力,搞到他汗流侠背,哈哈,可是他说就当是减肥,这种朋友,没得顶啊!

Bukit Bintang 附近多了很多脚底按摩院,玩具店,等等。静静的与猫叼着香烟,感受一下这边的热闹。我是以一个很冷静的心来看待一个很热闹的地方,像是有点前所未有的体验。看着车来车往,人流匆匆,竟然有一种莫名的孤寂,一种莫名的感觉,反正就是难以形容,是一种前所未有的感觉。

走着,走着,怕身边的这只金牛会喊饿,而我自己也有点饿了,就决定到 Jalan Alor“黄阿华”吃宵夜。点了,烧鸡翼,炸sotong,焖伊面 来吃。吃着,吃着,就有一个人拿着吉他唱歌,当然,他是艺术从事者。听着,听着,他竟让唱了多首我喜欢听的英文歌。当他唱完后,拿着一个布袋走向正在吃东西的人拿钱,我给了他两块钱,因为它不像那些该死的政客,至少他是靠自己的实力来找钱的。

就在那位歌手向隔壁台要钱时,隔壁台的人要那位歌手另唱一首歌,“Wonderful Tonight”,想必他是要点给坐在他隔壁的女孩听。当那位歌手唱着唱着,我和猫竟然也跟着唱了起来,很好听。我与猫在个人另给他五块钱。 “Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight!”

在回文德甲的路程,我对猫说,我自己觉得自己好像已经很老了,做事情开始会慢慢来,不会像以前那么的冲动,猫马上对我说:“你不是老,而是成熟了。”

最近几年,所任何事情都去到“很尽”的我,开始学会了什么叫放松。就像一个被拉得很紧的橡胶圈,一下突然被放松,有点不适应。也开始学会了什么是“活在当下”,不去想过去,不去想什么未来,现在只想把每一天应该做的事做好,见一步行一步,见招拆招。

也跟猫聊到周星驰的电影,原来他对周星驰演的电影也有一番看法,所以我从来都不敢小看金牛座的人,他们不是闷骚,只是他们懒惰表达,但当你跟他们有更深一步的了解时,他们才愿意与你分享他们的看法。我们的话题多是围绕着“大话西游”上下集来说。

猫说,他有一个 salesman 对他说:“以前看这套戏,纯粹是当笑戏来看,当人长大了,就觉得这套戏特别有意思。”。不错,人的看法会随着年龄的增长而改变。当然,当我们聊到戏里面的笑点时,我们都不停的笑,聊到里面的爱情故事,都有所不出的感慨。

猫还特别的提起戏里的一幕,那就是当周星驰终于都吻了朱茵后,朱茵望着孙悟空对周星驰说那人特别眼熟。而孙悟空还会回头的望着他们。看着猫,想必他也有所不出的感慨吧。其实,金牛座的人对爱情真的很了解。

或许有些事情是不能勉强的,因为越是勉强的事越往往事与愿违。

刚刚才找到“大话西游”里的主题曲,一生所爱,更是唱出了人生的无奈与无常,相情 竟不可接近 或我应该 相信是缘分。

“情人 别后 永远 再不来(消散的情缘) 无言 独坐 放眼 尘世外 (愿来日再续)鲜花虽会凋谢 (只愿)但会再开 (为你) 一生所爱隐约 (守候)在白云外 (期待)”

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